A Letter to My Father

It's been 39 days since my father passed away from all his health complications. He has finally managed to leave his physical body and let go of his suffering. It is not easy to talk him into letting go of his suffering and attachments to the family and worldly desires. Everything is impermanent and there is nothing to hang onto. But I'm glad he is finally able to detach himself completely. Yet it is with sadness that I will not be able to see him after the 49 days of life review. He seems pretty happy to be able to go back to Divine Source. I am more than happy that he is able to understand that the Divine Source is the real Home that we all should go back to, not this earthly home that is impermanent. We are only here to learn lessons, experience and grow spiritually and then go home.

I am thankful to my father for the things that he had taught me in my younger days and told me who I was, well, at least one part of my existence before I incarnate to Earth. Without him, I may not have the interest to know more about metaphysics and mysteries of the universe, religions etc. Awakening is a gradual process for me. Although what I take from his knowledge bank is just a pinch of salt, it is the start of my spiritual journey to know more and discover the realm of the unknown. The information is so vast and unimaginable. That is why learning is an on-going process. You learn and unlearn things. Let go of what you think you know. By letting go of what you learn, you learn more new things from new perspectives. There are limiting beliefs that my father has on the physical level which his ego mind will not be able to comprehend, hopefully he will be able to understand now. We have to peel away the onions within us to release old limiting beliefs layer by layer to unveil our inner truth, our core essence, our true self and Higher Self. Everything is an illusion.

I will take care of myself and the family, hopefully they will be ready to listen and accept that they are also Love and Light. Educating family members are not easy. Everyone has their own pace of learning and growing. But I can sense they are also shifting. You do not have to worry about them. Embrace your Love and Light within and merge with Divine Source. Maybe someday we will meet again. We are One. And So it is. Love you, papa.

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